The idea for the self-directed short film of rising Finish music star Lxandra took shape after her visit to her grandpa's magical old, slightly spooky abandoned house in Finland's countryside.
Lxandra says: "The house has been standing untouched for years and years, and it’s a very cinematic place–a ruin that holds so many memories. The house where much of the film takes place represents an old self or a past relationship and it’s a last goodbye to that. It travels through dreams and memories and the five stages of grief until it’s finally time to let go.
Though they didn’t end up filming there due to safety reasons, the place inspired the story, and the feeling the original house evokes is present throughout the final product.This film is a joint effort of LBTQI+ creatives, shot independently in Finland. It is meant to represent the five stages of grief in a captivating and cinematic settings.
Written and directed by Lxandra @lxandrahere
Produced by Nita Rehtonen / Breakfast @rehtonen @breakfeast.helsinki
Director of photography: Iiris Sjöblad @iirissjoblad
Starring: Kashika Arora @kashiaroraa & Alexandra Lehti @lxandrahere
Editor and dramaturge: Nina Ijäs @ninotchkagram
Choreographer: Ima Iduozee @imaiduozee
Assistant choreographer for FU4EVER: Samuli Emery @sambbba
Production manager: Grace Kyanza @gracearmo
1st Assistant director: Fiona Eloné @fionaipu
Production design: Elle Orvokki Mikkola @ellevoila
Production design assistants: Essi Mikkola @essi_eirene & Provecence Kevina @keikey23
Stylist and costume designer: Marié Grace Iradukunda @maluwizz
Stylist assistant: Antti Nguyen @antti.ng
Make up and hair artist: Fatma Bendris @fatmabendris
Make up assistant: Juho Lehiö @lehiojuho
Gaffer: Eemi Lehto @eemilehto
Best person: Tiia Hyyryläinen @tiiahyyrylainen
1st AC: Henrik Leppänen @eyeswidesharp
Color grade: Sarrah Wilkman @sarrahwilkman & Juhani Vuorisalo @juhanivuorisalo (Grade One)
Graphics: Sara Särkkä @noitakallio
Sound design, foley and additional score: Benjamin Lehti @benleh
Music: Lxandra @lxandrahere
Casting: Ima Iduozee @imaiduozee & Nita Rehtonen @rehtonen
Runner: Ozioma Anyamele @ozioma
BTS Photography: Andre Pozusis @andrepozusis
Thank you Elsa Mäenpää, Kinos Rentals, Pontus Restaurant, OKM, Konstsamfundet, Svenska Kulturfonden.